i want to look back on this moment a year from now as the moment I hit absolute rock bottom.
I noticed while talking the dogs for a walk that I don’t actually walk but I waddle.
I weigh 315lbs
How does that happen?
I would rather die then gain one more pound. I am going to keep fighting one minute, one hour, one day at a time.
The happy, healthy me is buried under 180 lbs of fat.
This is my last woe is me post, tomorrow I begin digging myself out of the fat.