Rock Bottom

i want to look back on this moment a year from now as the moment I hit absolute rock bottom. 

I noticed while talking the dogs for a walk that I don’t actually walk but I waddle. 

I weigh 315lbs

315

How does that happen? 

I would rather die then gain one more pound.  I am going to keep fighting one minute, one hour, one day at a time. 

The happy, healthy me is buried under 180 lbs of fat. 

This is my last woe is me post, tomorrow I begin digging myself out of the fat.